Darkness

I am so lost. I am wandering. I am looking for a way. I am lost. I dont feel. The answers are lost. I want to be angry, I want to be sad. I feel empty, but that is not an emotion. I don't understand how this came to be. I don't want to. I am scared, I don't want to die. I don't want any part of me to die. I fear some already is, and will be. Everything I am doing, why? Darkness.