Its not easy

It isn't what i want to do nor what i regret to do, It is what I have to do for the sake of living. The choices that I'm not about to make may change the tides forever. The ripple effects could last, and the last thing i need to do is to overcome what is going to pass. I swallow my pride, look up. Today i realize that the challenge is before me, and there isn't a thing to do but to overcome and surpass these obstacles that taunt my every being within myself. I ask of you, patience. I need of you, love. I demand of you, trust. I promise you, my life.